Would it shock you to know that if I knew how, I would give up my breath and move on to the next plane.
My stroked life and life in this nursing home are almost unbearable and certainly not worth sustaining…that I can see.
I left better days behind with no better possibilities in front of me.
If I knew how to peacefully, I would stop it now. No more pain and anxiety, please. Just peaceful moving on.
Later, Miss Slater 
😢💜💜💜
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Sabra, I am sorry to read of your current state. thinking of you.
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Thanks for your thoughts an comment.
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Dear Sabra, I wish I understood why it is that life clings to some so hard when there is a heart readiness for peace and respite of journeying on. I wish I had some answer or advice or assistance to offer that would bring you what it is that you need. I know there are those who would say, “Oh, you shouldn’t feel this way.” Or “Things will get better.” Or some other platitude that is usually at least as much to comfort the person saying it as intended to be caring of you. What I can say is that I hear you – I hear your longing for release, your grieving, your yearning, your frustration and pain and sadness. Your weariness. Your readiness. And I am willing to sit with you from here, in my heart, exactly where you are. Without being shocked. Loving you exactly where and how you are in this moment, Julianne
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Thank you so much, Julianne. Much love to you!
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